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recap [Oct. 15th, 2005|06:50 am]
[mood |awake]
[music |Notorious B.I.G.]

okay, whats goin on. its almost 7 am saturday the 15th of october, and i'm wide awake. been up since 10 am yesterday. should i pull an all-nighter? not gonna happen, gotta have the sleep, even bigger day comin up with the sun. again, i made a fool of myself tonight, in front of donna. this keeps happening. not even sure how to explain it, mixed emotions, but overwhelming emotions none the less. so i could say i was being honest, which i was and try to be in everything i do. but how far does that get you, especially when your drunk! dont' try this at home kids, it leaves you with nothing but a sense of regret that you didn't "play it cool" and just let it ride. now i'm not saying fuck honesty, thats one thing the world needs more of. the unfortunate part of it is, is that what i want to acomplish doesnt' seem to ever be understood by anyone. ok that sounds selfish and fucked off. but really though i'm so confused. people help me, tell me what i need to do. she's amazing. comments welcome. g'morning!
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.... [Aug. 17th, 2005|04:22 am]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |godspeed]

of the few things i regret, why does something so wonderful have to be one of them. one of the biggest mistakes ever.
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where for art thou.....anyone [Aug. 12th, 2005|01:09 am]
[mood |amazing]

I want to pull a move that resembles Jimmy Stewart. I want to give her the look that makes her knees buckle, and her heart race. Oh to acompish that which seems so out of reach, so inconquerable would be bliss. But if I succeded what would I miss. Would I feel the burning and the hiss, of so many feelings I can't explain, or am I meant to see them fall away from me in vain. Let not them fall but hit me sooner, for as it turns I cannot woo her. I cannot give that which I seek, that romantic stare which often peeks, her heart for mine, my hope is bleak. For I have found that with each glance, I find myself in total trance, at all the things that happen in bliss, when I see her face, or feel her kiss.

for anyone, bless!
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before [Aug. 9th, 2005|04:20 am]
[music |radiohead]

one fall the leaves decided not to change. i'd never seen that before. when i walked past my old house in the spring the yard was still covered in giant red and brown leaves. it was something to remember, a moment that seemed clear as day, but would never make sense. that happens so much, something that you see and know but you can't make sense of it. maybe we're not meant to explain those things in life. maybe thats what life is, clarity through an opaque window.

for a minute there,

i lost myself.
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blah.... [Apr. 26th, 2005|12:49 pm]
i'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me.
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2005|12:58 am]
shorts aren't in yet, but skirts over your jeans with no boxers on is hot. here are some pictures from superbowl....a very super bowl indeed ;-)

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good riddance... [Jan. 11th, 2005|01:33 pm]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[music |weezer-buddy holly]

well, not much been happenin. my elbow is healing very well, and i should be skating again in about a month. for those who dont' know, i dislocated my elbow about 5 days before christmas(yes, skateboarding). while that has been healing, my life has been drama drama drama, and its bullshit. i've got to put an end to it, and i'm doin that.

i just read that the first single for the new weezer album will be realesed for radio play on march 21st....:) i am really looking forward to that. i'm currently looking for a different job, as my current one is tottaly fucking my car up. the money is great, but not after i have to fix my car and everything else, so, yeah. a new job, new weezer album, new school semester, and a new life over all. times are changing and i'm glad. i got an email from a friend i haven't spoken to in over a year. it was a simple merry christmas email, but still, it was really nice. thats about it. see all you guys in the real world.

"It would be nice to think that since I was 14, times have changed. Relationships have become more sophisticated. Females less cruel. Skins thicker. Instincts more developed. But there seems to be an element of that relationship in everything that's happened to me since. All my romantic stories are a scrambled version of that first one."
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worst holiday ever... [Jan. 2nd, 2005|02:55 pm]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |modest mouse-trailer trash]

it really sucks to be making lunch in the kitchen, then all of the sudden you realize that you are a piece of shit, and there's not much to do about it. this has been, without a doubt, the worst fucking christmas/new year/holiday ever. maybe if you dont let yourself build up to something, you cant be let down. or is it how important things can be. if nothing is important to you, then you cant be hurt. fuck 2004, its time to move on.
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well shit [Nov. 17th, 2004|10:03 pm]
[mood |accomplished]
[music |pink floyd]

not too much has been happenin, as always. my job is fucking great, i'm coughing up a lung from the cigs i've been smoking, and i got spun on crystal meth about a month ago(that shit was fuckin rad, but i'm not dumb enough to get addicted). man, my life is borring, no wonder i haven't updated this shit in a while, i got nothing to say. later.
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i was at buddyhead today... [Oct. 13th, 2004|04:01 am]
[mood |calmcalm]

this is kinda cool, i like how this guy thinks. www.buddyhead.com
"50 Things I Hate, get to know Iann Robbinson"
1. People who don�t like Black Flag, Motorhead, Misfits or Minor Threat
2. Women who think Sex In The City is the blueprint of how life should be
3. Bullshit worthless hipster music magazines that champion bands like The Strokes, Jet, Yeah Yeah Yeahs and those other bloodless souless bands.
4. Paris Hilton and the fact that anybody cares what this socialte bitch does with her free time
5. Anybody who thinks the hardcore/punk scene still exists
6. Indie kid fashions and the Rockabilly/Betty Boop fashion bullshit that�s permeated the "hardcore" and metal scenes.
7. Enron and all the greedy, souless, cunts that profited from their destruction of people�s lives.
8. People who think rap is art but metal is a phase
9. Any cast member of the Real World or America�s Top Model
10. The Olsen Twins, the fact that Jessica Simpson is famous for being stupid and of course--YOUNG HOLLYWOOD
11. Anybody who pledges or is a member of a frat or sorority
12. Clear Channel
13. Film students and anyone who thinks the Sundance Film Festival is still relevent
14. The poor little rich girl daddy doesn�t love me diseases Bulemia and Anorexia. I quote Geroge Carlin: �Some rich cunt doesn�t wanna eat�.fuck her!�
15. The fact that Spalding Grey killed himself but Fred Durst hasn�t.
16. Black Metal kids with no sense of humor.
17. White homeboys, suburban gangsters and wanna be tough guys
18. White Power, Black Power, Religious Power or any fucking militant group for that matter
19. That in this country it�s frowned upon to judge anybody by race, religion or sexual orientation but to target anybody who�s overwieght is just fine.
20. Supposed �Underground� metal magazines that give any underground metal band a good review even if they suck
21. The fact that people between the ages of 18 and 25 think they have �Wisdom� and try to share it with me.
22. The Sopranos (Sorry gang, but Goodfellas for 5 seasons just doesn�t do anything for me)
23. People who listen to jazz and the people who don�t give jazz a chance because of the people who listen to it
24. Men in America who wear sandals or flip flops
25. People, Us, In Touch, all those shitty gossip rags and that fucking guy Cojo
26. The fact that the Lower East Side in Manhattan has become a hipster petting zoo for yuppies and that things my friends and I got beaten up for being into are now cool to like
27. How years after I went to high school, nothings changed�if you�re different you�ll suffer and nobody will do shit about it. Maybe a few more Columbine�s will wake everybody the fuck up.
28. ANYBODY and I MEAN ANYBODY who rocks a fauxhawk
29. The fact that models and the fashion world think they actually matter at ALL on any level.
30. The fact that this country is so busy boo-hooing drug addicts or championing reformed addicts that we lose sight of people who get through life either not using drugs or using drugs but not becoming addicted.
31. The fact that effeminate British men that look like skinny ugly girls are now considered hot and American�s who speak with fake British accents.
32. Irony and the idiot kids who try to wield it and fail
33. Jocks, Yuppies, The Rich and trust fund starving artists
34. those stupid metal-ball necklaces, trucker hats, vintage band t-shirts, hipster ties, buddy holly glasses, studded belts, and tribal tattoos.
35. The fact that the word �artist� is handed out instead of earned.
36. Emo/Screamo/pop punk/and Nu Metal.
37. People who aren�t funny and don�t know it or refuse to accept it
38. The fact that the American people did nothing over the rigged election of our current president and for that matter George W. Bush himself.
39. The fact that as our government pillages Iraq and soldiers die so old rich white men can have more money, the American people can only focus on whatever Entertainment Tonight tells them is important.
40. The fact that we�re all so PC that nothing is ever anybody�s fault.
41. 14 year old girls that dress like strippers.
42. Movie Studio and Record Label Executives
43. The fact that somehow being �hot� equals being �talented�
44. Asshole guys who treat women like shit and the women who continue to date them
45. The term �playa hater� and the fact that it�s used as a loophole anytime you have a negative opinion about a celebrity
46. The sad, pathetic and annoying hold that Sports have on this country.
47. The fact that more people will remember Ozzy for the Osbournes than for Black Sabbath
48. Those truth.com ads and the fact that you can�t smoke anywhere and the bullshit �second hand smoke� myth.
49. Anybody who watches Soaps and Sitcoms but has the gall to look down on wrestling
50. The fact that Metallica now refers to themselves as "'Tallica".
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